Long forlorn stories of love...

Long forlorn stories of love,
Smeared with hopelessness in which she dove …

In vain was it all,
her gasp for life…
The wounds were fresh
and glowed in strife…

Perplexed she was,
with the uncertainty …
They say change is the only constant
and she sought variety…
How perfect was this arrangement
life had to offer.

Mulling over the purpled kisses,
the ruffled hair and the warm caresses
and the hungry skin that had found comfort,
her skin still cracks open
for the light to make way through the crevices…

The light & I,
we looked into each other
for hours together…
in our attempt to free her.
Alas…
she was already trapped in the light of her mind.

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BELIEF

This happened a year back. I didn’t make it to the first merit list of a college I had interviewed in. I had been instead waitlisted. I called up my dad to give him the news, and in came the answer from his side, “Don’t worry beta. Believe in Sai. He will set everything right.” I couldn’t help smiling at the way he said it, with so much conviction and, perhaps, blind faith that anybody would feel like believing in it, unless ofcourse one is vehemently sceptic. At one level, it is his helplessness which prompts him to surrender to an unknown presence (maybe ‘absence’ is the right word) which he ‘thinks’ will magically let everything fall into place. It honestly beats my imagination and understanding of the scenario. However, it also doesn’t leave me without some food for thought. I too have turned into a sceptic over the last few years, which by the way is enormously disturbing to my parents. But I must confess I have not been able to choose a path yet. I call myself a...

She knows not...

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LEVEL ONE- cleared

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